I say no. That first love is full of nativity and full trust, and I don’t think you can ever experience that again. Especially if it ends badly. After a while, you become jaded. It may take multiple heart breaks, but I think everyone becomes jaded after a while. Even after the pain of your first heart break, we learn to not fully trust the other person with your love. It’s not something you can change. Nothing will ever compare to your first love.